Time for a change! 

Instead of being infuriated at people for being assholes I am going to start laughing and pitying them because they have to spend their entire life like that and I don’t even have to know them. Besides what offends a self-absorbed person more. 

No longer will I start worrying about the consequence of getting what I want. I will save up for that one way ticket and see where life takes me. Why stress about living when I am so young! 

I will not listen to negativity. Allowing someones negative experience influence my own. It is a sign of weakness and vulnerability. Two adjectives I refuses to relate to me. 

Critically I must, like most females stop criticizing myself. Being unique is what makes humans beautiful. Not your size. 

Finally, I will stop pretending as if that one person has my entire happiness laid upon his destructive hands. I will forever be the only person who controls my happiness. 

When an ex-lovers memory is compounded into a certain band or song, even years later it still feels wrong listening to them. Even if you are completely over them it brings up certain unwanted memories that nothing else can ever trigger. 

But tonight I will listen to Silversun Pickups for the first time in a long time and feel nothing but happiness.